I don't know about any of you, but lately I feel like every morning feels a lot like an episode of Star Trek. The Klingons have just attacked and once again Captain Kirk is requesting a damage report. Each day we are waking up with this dreadful feeling of uncertainty--not only with the relentless pandemic, but politically as well. In fact, many people in my life are questioning what will happen next and how bad could this potentially get?
If you know me, you know I am a perpetual saver. I have anxiety if I don't have a certain amount of money in my bank account in case "something" happens--an unexpected car or house repair, an unplanned trip, an illness... I can worry and over plan for pretty much everything!
This year, I am trying something new. I am trying to truly treasure the moments and make the most of life. I am not going to try to balance 14 jobs to bank as much money as possible. I am going to enjoy the days off with my family and friends and make as many memories as possible. I am also going to be more present in these treasured moments. I am going to put down my cell phone (gasp), make eye contact, and be a better listener. I am going to do my best to remember birthdays and anniversaries, and check on friends that are struggling.
I am not always the best possible version of myself, but this year, I am going to certainly try to be. I want to make the most of the gifts in this life, preferably before its too late. We have all lost people this past year, and the future is just too darn uncertain to wait a minute longer. Its time to embrace the moments now.
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